This is not a fairytale. I learned that quite a few months ago. Naively, we went into this thinking "Oh! We want to have a baby now" and expected that it would happen because we wanted it to. And, for some that does work. Not for me - or many others like me. It's hard. It's emotional. It sometimes gets the best of you. So, after over a year of trying to conceive and a PCOS diagnosis, I find myself here - trying to believe.

Saturday, April 23, 2011

Ok so maybe I blogged too soon

About things going good on the job front fro DH. It seems this new boss is also giving him the run around. He's going to a job fair Monday to try to nab a job that pays better and has benefits. It's out of town, so thats going to be a challenge. Blah.]

It's CD 4. We're gonna NTNP this month. Which when you have PCOS really means sitting this month out. I know to really ovulate, I need to take my Met, eat right and exercise a little. It's REALLY hard to do that since we live with DH's parents and my diet food turns up eaten by someone else.It's expensive buying healthy food - AND replacing it!!  DH seems to be on a health kick and maybe I can go along with him and drop a couple pounds. Not likely, since I have a re-addiction to Sour Punch Straws. I discovered this little childhood treasure on a convenience store shelf while paying for gas one day, and I'm itching for my third pack lol.

I'm still busy with photo shoots (when I'm not getting rained out) It seems like when things are slow, it's reeeeeeallly slow and when I'm busy, I'm SUPER busy.

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