This is not a fairytale. I learned that quite a few months ago. Naively, we went into this thinking "Oh! We want to have a baby now" and expected that it would happen because we wanted it to. And, for some that does work. Not for me - or many others like me. It's hard. It's emotional. It sometimes gets the best of you. So, after over a year of trying to conceive and a PCOS diagnosis, I find myself here - trying to believe.

Thursday, March 3, 2011

Sick of it!

I swear I would delete my Facebook account if I didn't need it for my photography page. Today, my mom's niece ( a different one if you can believe it) announced her pregnancy and it reduced me to a snotty mess. I wish I didn't care. This particular morning I stared a a stark white HPT. No, you're right, it's not like it was the first time. It's just getting really old. Oh, and my birthday is coming up too, which I refuse to celebrate anymore. Just one year older and still childless. I text DH about the pregnancy announcement and he said: Angela it will happen baby.. It will be worth the wait. I know he's right. But, it doesn't make any of this any easier. Sigh.

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2 comments:

Britney said...

I'm sorry.. I am praying that it happens for you very, very soon! Keep your head up!!

Anonymous said...

ugh <3